I know, I know... I skipped last week. I just didn't feel like it. I've decided I hate Weigh-In Wednesdays because I have to be brutally honest with myself and you. To be honest, my weight loss has been bumpy. I can't quite get it together. I do have a little to be proud of... last week I worked out Tues, Wed, and Thurs, which is better than what I have been doing. This week I have only worked out Monday and plan on getting up and working out in the morning. Hopefully I can Friday too and if I'm really feeling it, maybe Saturday. We shall see.
I just get so tired of being tired from waking up so early or not having time to just relax for a little bit when I get home. Between homework with Brady, dinner, school work, getting everything ready for the next day and yes, I have a super sweet husband that totally rocks your socks off with all of his help! But I'm just ready to get everything finished and taken care of so that we can actually relax after the boys are in bed. I know... lazy bum!
Anywho... so I start to write this post and I'm all bummed because of my progress and then of course that leads to "I'm fat" "I hate my body" "I suck"... just you know... down in the dumps (I can hear my Grandee saying that in her super old southern accent)... when I get a phone call from one of my former students that moved to Atlanta. Let me tell you, he totally turned my night around. He called to tell me that he missed and loved me and boy to I miss that sweet boy. I am still finding things in my classroom that say Chandler or have an Auburn AU and it melts my heart every time! It was such a great reminder of how lucky I am to have such a meaningful job. I actually make a difference and my students care for me just like I do them. Let's just say I'm super grateful and I love my life!
Trying to figure it all out... but having fun while I'm at it!
-McKenney
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